im nervous
im scare
im frazzle
im sad
im loser
im weak

im lee mei fern *the blogger*
getting crazy ald
=(



fri..every fri is the moz happy 4 me
coz 2ml i can go bck my house ald
and my bro is coming bck
i wan go bck get my present fro him
xoxo

IT class..
im late ><


*Mac computer(beautiful isnt?)



*mouse(no right click 1..Lol)


after IT class v go library
discuss bout our sociology assignment
=)


*emmilyn doing the assignment(almost whole assignment is done by her)
*clap hands 4 her..hehe


*charlene wth her beautiful labtop
pink ! my favourite clr!


2nite kean hoong going johor ald
take care ya ! cheer up ..^^
and 2ml my da go perlis
sob..




Movie 4 the day

''TRANSFORMERS''

went to queenbay mall wth my da and watch the movie Transformers
tat is a promise between me n him
wink*

reach there..
alot of ppl queue up 2 buy the tickets
luckily i gt reserve last9 but somebody misunderstood wat im said last9
sigh! but luckily v stil gt the ticket
hooo..


*picture*

*act cool?Lol

after gt the tickets v go 2 PADINI
again..hehe
gurney padini wil close until ogos
so bad ><

bt tis time i din buy anythgs in there
da buy 2 formal shirt
quite nice(couple tee wth me)xoxo
after tat is da accompany me shopping ald
thanks da =)

b4 go to the cinema
v having lunch in nandos
share share*
but there is not enough time 4 us 2 taste the foods
v r late already
and let the north and south zone make until v headache
grrr

the comment of the movie is
nice ! funny !
and the effect is damn cool
i tnk tis is the reason y all ppl rush to buy the ticket 2 watch tis movie *Lol
i like the heroine of the movie too
so hot and pretty
em..
i just remember 2 name of the robot Optimus and bumblebee
tis 2 robot so cute and cool when they r killing the enemies
but the time of tis movie is quite long
2 and half an hours
my hands and feet went numb ald
zzz

going sleep soon
finally i feel sleepy
nitez ^^








IT class really very boring
cant stand bout tat
2day got replacement class so v all stil nid 2 stay until 1pm
almost die inside the IT Lab
but nxt week v wil change our classroom 2 MAC room
use MAC computer
so excited
the computer all white colour
like it so much =)

after class stil have 2 hours like that
coz teacher let us go bck earlier
but me,maytheng and emmilyn stil cant go bck coz v have 2 attend 1 more boring class
''MORAL''
><
so v and Lavonne hang out 2gether
wat is the destination?
''GURNEY'' again
coz is near and they all like 2 hang in thr
v all din buy anythgs just emmilyn buy 1 pair of shoes for her presentation
quite nice but oso quite expensive
Lol

just hang awhile then wan go bck 2 college ald
so tired but no choice i must attend coz i ald absent 2 times
3 times wil be barr and i must retake whole subject
waste money and waste time
i stil have 3 times more after tat my moral class wil be end and every fri i no nid stay bck ald
pengajian malaysia oso 3 times more after tat every fri i can go bck no nid stay until sat
hoho
nxt semester coming soon
nxt semester i just have 2 take 2 subject coz tat wajib subject i ald take all
so i wil very free .. feel so excited ! xoxo

going 2 bath and go buy nasi kandar
aunti say tat place nasi kandar damn delicious and the stall just start at 11pm
last time she go line up 1 hours like tat
really so delicious?
2nite i wil taste it
hehe



last nite cant fall in sleep
i really cant imaging tis type of thg wil happened around my relatives
i m so sad,scare and angry about tat
my relatives have been injured by the s*** guy
and i tnk they stil in the shadow of yesterday case
they just a small family and they din do anythg wrong
y they should suffer like tat?
y nobody help them?
y tis world gt so cruel ppl?
y our goverment so useless?
if our goverment can more concern bout us then i tnk tis type of case wont happened
y all bastard wont get caught coz their criminal behavior?
u grab all their money is enough ald
how can u all do so d*** thg 2 my cousin
she just 13years old
u all ald destroy her childhood
i hate u all !
tat is nt different between animal and u all
brainless and mayb animal good than u all
so i really dono can use wat words to describe u all
if can i wil curse the bastard everydays !
and it is nt enough
i hope the bastard will unlucky in everydays and suffer everydays until die
grrrr!!!

i tnk all ppl wil support wat i say if u all hear the story bout my relatives
and polis can catch them?
no..99.99% wont !
i hate my country
everyday got so many criminal case happened
if can i hope i can emigrate to other country
mayb every country oso got such thg happened but at least polis really wil catch them and wont more than our country
and actually i very like singapore !
there are very clean and safety place
all children go sch with public bus and their family wont scare bout tat coz there are a small country and goverment can protect them
but just a dream 4 me?
i stil have 2 stay in here mayb 5 years or forever
everydays i must be careful and careful
same like 2day
i walk 2 college i feel scare and nervous
i try 2 walk faster and always looked ppl around me
before i wont suffer like that
coz i seldom read newspaper and i dono wat happen
my father keep telling me but i din care bout tat
until yesterday tat case really happen in my relatives
i start believe it and panic bout tat
i wil learn 2 protect myself

GOD..please bless my life,my family and my friends too!
**Gal must be careful everydays ya !xoxo

i keep scolding the ''animal'' (s*** guy) to my friends and my da..
hehe


going 2 sleep soon
sweet dream .. <3










Oh god !
im so boring now
sleepy..
but now just 419pm only
wat the ..
2day IT class until 5pm
i already start my class at 9am tis mornig
i wan 2 go bck my bed
=(

bad news..
i thought 2ml i can wake up late
coz my class at 330pm but tat student department teacher cal me 2ml come college at 830am
grrrr !!!
i wan sleep sweet tonite oso cant
hate alarm
hate study life
saturday please come quickly missing u ..
=)

addicted to 1 song now
don trust me..
nice ..hehe

2day student and lecturer meeting very funny
Lol

nothing gonna say
coz i really very boring so come here spend my times
@@

i miss u <3












now is 5.56am
i awake?
no..
i haven sleep yet
><
i stil have 1hours and 45minit 2 rest
but at least i finished my assignment ald
college life full of fun?
i don tnk so..Lol

hearing song by miley cyrus
Butterfly Fly Away..
so nice if hearing tis song in midnight
=)

wil be continue update my blog tomorrow
got some interesting pic wan 2 share wth all my readers
going rest nw..

missing u right now
winks*



The struggles I'm facing,
The chances I'm taking
Sometimes maybe they will knock me down
but
I'm not breaking
The pain I'm knowing
But these are the moments thatI'm going to remember most
yeah
Just got to keep going
And I,
I got to be strong
keep pushing on !

add oil & cheer up =)




tis movie damn nice
OMG
miley cyrus so cute & pretty
when she dance i more like her ald
so cute and very nice =)

inside tat movie her father is her real father
her father is a singer too
his song oso very nice
i like tat song he sing wth her daughter
BUTTERFLY FLY AWAY

i give tis movie 10good !
Lol

da..tis movie nice and funny isnt?
i c u always laugh in tat cinema
hehe
my da like miley cyrus father..
winks*

i m start worrying about something
but i kno is useless if i continued worrying without do anythg
i should kno wat i should do start from nw
=(

going sleep soon
promise someone wan 2 sleep early 2day
<3

sweet dream !








6/5/09

my cousin stayed in my house yesterday
v talk alot of thgs and she show me n my mum all her photo in canada
wow
view in thr damn beautiful and they all can play the snow
i wan go!
i like 2 go alot of country to kno all culture in different country
so interesting and enjoyable,isnt?

immature just a words used by ppl that dono how 2 have fun
like it so much
xoxo

after tat go jusco wth my aunt and my cousin too
go buy baby chair and cloth
and i buy cintan mee (sedap mee goreng)
tis mee very delicious !
hehe

go you yi chen having our lunch
you yi chen again*
actually i nt so like it but no choice ald
grrr

nite go seow fang house wth theng theng
theng theng come 2 my house fetched me
thanks you so much
muakss*

meet alot my old classmates in thr
dono y i feel so embrassing
and become silent mode
XD
and some ppl make me wanna box her
nth gonna 2 talk bout her
totally dissapointed
Lol

930pm leave seow fang
v donwan go bck so early so theng fetched me go auto city shop shop
traffic jam***
><
tshirt and dress in thr quite nice=)
maytheng a..!
i wan c tat ppl !!!
hehe

time passed very fast
1 weeks of my holiday ald finished
2ml nid 2 go bck penang ald
so tired and boring
after holiday i become more lazy
wake up please!
many things nid 2 study!
sign*

2nite my mum sleep in my room coz my father go 2 jogging match
my mum first time sleep in my room yea
xoxo

tired..
sleep soon..

Baxia!



3..4/6/09

my genting trip wth my lovely family
buy alot of thgs
din spend more than rm10
coz my uncle help me pay everythings(eat,play and buy too)
thanks so much
hehe

nt going 2 write all thgs bout my trip
alot of photo nid 2 post so i m nt going 2 post it 2day
post it when i m free
let u all c 2 cutie in my house and my interesting family members
i love my family =)

5/5/09
2day nid 2 go bck my college and attend tat boring moral cls
holiday oso nid come bck
><
teacher let us kno about our result
unbelievable!
me and maytheng pass ald
coz v just simply write tat ans only
so lucky
gv me 5 theng theng !
hoho

go fetch my bro after finished my cls
they go 2 c hana motanna
nice movie?
gonna watch it tis mon wth he*
long time din go out wth him ald
alot of things happened
grrr
but v ald solve tat problem
winks**

after tat go my aunti house barbecue
feel so embrassing in thr
coz i dono my aunti invite so many ppl
sign*



2/6/09 tuesday

wake up at 630am
*me tis lazy worm tis few wake up damn early @@
2day need to go college settle my ptptn thgs and c doctor

my bro fetch my mum n granny go hospital 1
*my granny legs pain pain..pity
then v go disted
my bro wan find his teacher 2 sign in tat sijil pengajian malaysia
my bro take A in his pergajian malaysia
wat **
y v got so big different in our study??
drink less milk when im stil baby
><
disted library so big !
i thought tat building is classroom but my bro say is library
i open my eyes n looked at him
really bo?? don kidding..
bt my bro ans me big meh?u haven c my sch library yet
bigger than tis
@@
wan so big library 4 wat...
weird**

go college pass up all the thgs after tat go c my skin specialist doctor
he study many many thgs and all graduated in degree
i look at his name card and feel y tis world gt ppl so like study ..
so swt
tis is second times i c tat doctor
he look at my hand and say wait i help u injection
OMG
i ask him : doctor,pain or not?i wil cry or nt?
tat doctor ans me confidently wont pain,believe me
i belive him bt whn he start help me injection
i regret 2 believe him ald
so pain!!!!
one times finish all stil ok but tat doctor seperated it
he help me injection 5 times
coz he say like tat the scal wil b recover soon
and he cal me go c him after 4 weeks
if cant recover all he wil help me take injection again
sob sob..T.T

he give me 1 silicone gel 4 my scar
1 per rm100
zzz
include he help me injection all rm190
damn expensive..
=.='''

wan pretty stil wan money nt just pain
Lol
bt nw feel better ald
tat scar oso change 2 small abit
^^

2ml go genting wth my family and 2 cutie
=)



1/6/09 MONDAY



keep bleeding